Life is giving me a hard time.

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Life and people are driving me insane right now! Do you ever feel like everyone in the world is out to get you in some way or another. I know that sounds way dramatic and maybe I am being over dramatizing, but that is how it feels. Friends, family, school, and a bunch of other stuff. I wish everyone would take a chill pill and calm down, including myself. Make life something to have fun with, not a disaster just waiting to happen. I notice people freaking out over little things, once again I am including myself.
The last couple of weeks my friends and family have been driving me absolutely INSANE! Like before its the little things that do it. Like not being included, people thinking they are always right, and one upping. These are just a few of them. You know one of the biggest links to this is the fact that I have a very blue personality, which can be contributed partly to the fact that i had cancer and was very self conscious about my bald head, and would get made fun of all the time. That is why I cry all the time because I have a blue personality and that is the way that I show emotion. I am going away for a couple of days on a band trip and most of these people will be in Utah while I am in California, so that will give me time to get away from the insanity.

Now for a list of pet peeves! ( sometimes I do them though and am a major hypocrite, but they still bug me, nobodies perfect)

• people correcting my spelling
• not pointing toes in dance
• one upping
  
• no it alls
• rude people
• not having straight lines
• stupid people
• camis below the butt
• bumps in hair ( when I see people with hair like this all I want to do is brush it for them)
• things being dirty ( but I don't want to clean them, go figure)
• people who think that they can do something better than everyone else
• playing with your gum
• when people sing lyrics wrong
• people who think they are better than everyone else

Of course I have more, but that would bore everyone and make everyone think I am a tight wad, which is some what true. I had to get that off my chest before I exploded into a million pieces!